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Friday, June 23, 2006


SUMMARY...

hmm..don know wat to start wif..
sianz..
bored like hell..
don understand myself wat ii realli needed..
hu can light miie up?

ii have no time to think much..
often cried at lonely night..
wat ii can do now?
did ii think too much?
nvm forget it..

it just nth..
nth went into my mind..
sad all days..
no interest in work?!
why !!!

haiz..
everytime kanna pt scolded..
everytime like a maid/dog..
going around the ward..
anyone can allow miie to scold back the pt?

just feel down and wan to go out..
but something still bothering miie..
wat can ii do..
hope u don feel like..
ii wan to leave you..
but ii think you leaving miie alone..
ii don wan you to leave miie alone..
cuz ii wan to be wif u..
just wan to calm everything down first..

feel so sad now..
Thursday, June 01, 2006



PART 1

JIA YOU ~

Jia You for everything!!
Work Hard for everything!!
Strive for everything!!

I keep telling myself just one month
I can do it de
I keep telling myself to work hard
I can do it de
I keep repeating that I must work for it
I don wan ppl to look miie down
I don wan to quit becuz of her
I wan her to know wat I can do in a short time
To improve myself
I wan to prove her wrong
Anyone can give miie
Some support pls
I realli need it for this one month
Can I overcome my fear?

Wat she always said: For miie to know, For u to find out!! (her tagline)
[so I got question also cannot ask her]

CONTINUE

PART 2

Suddenly I at bus I cried witout any reason
But in my mind there alots of reasons behind it
I don feel like sharing
But
If u know miie well u should know wat ii thinking ba
But
Wan to know anything just sms miie or tell miie
I been closing my golden mouth for one week le
Wat I can do is not to say anything
or
I will cry in front of u
don believe just try
How can I stop myself from thinking
If I quit nursing I sure missed my friends alots
and I love them too~
and I don wish to leave witout any notes
But If I leave I will not let u know de
I will shut my mouth de
I know I will be bad
Hope u guys don mind ba
I'm prepare for Fail-ing

I don wish to talk much le
[just to say out half of my thinking in my heart]

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